Wednesday, July 2, 2008
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me back into dance
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this is actually kinda simple but amazing at the same time story
during the june holidays, i was thinking of whether to go back to dance. thinking very hard. thinking of how others might react. somehow seems like i was reading a lot of stuff that was talking about faith in God. seems like it.
on 21/6 during cell group i think jit was leading worship. then we sang this song "for there is no higher calling, no greater honor than to bow and kneel before your throne. im amazed at your glory, embraced by your mercy oh Lord i live to worship you."
so then i was thinking, if the Lord of the whole entire universe, zooms down on me, tells me to go do something, and if i dont do it, wouldn't it be what a waste? in fact i should be honored to do something for such a big Guy. plus Os is an earthly thing, heaven is definitely not. so i told God, "God, if this is your will, then tell me what to do."
so ya everything was as per normal and then on 24/6 (tue), after i came back from tuition, super tired so went to sleep. When I woke up, I checked my handphone and then I saw a missed call by Aunty Agnes (whom btw is head of the children's ministry). So I called her and then she told me that there's a dance item that we are asked to do on the overnight prayer. And only 5-6 practices. I was ok ok ok. Cos my mum and dad was overseas so I asked my aunt. She kinda gave me a reality check, which was totally necessary. So I waited for my dad to come home, the next night, then he was like no no no but he was smiling. When my mum came home last sun, I told her and she said its up to me.
So yup I am going back to this dance ministry till the performance. From there, may I have the courage to do God's will. Haha.
aaron chua thanked jesus at5:20 PM
